Not been feeling well these days , mainly due to stress and some emotional upswings .
I wonder how he thinks .
There r so many qns in my head , but do I even hav de right to ask in de first place?
I’m struggling … Well maybe letting go of everything is de only choice.
thinking. and feeling .
i wanna indulge in SHOPPING!
I have some nice online shopping webs to share!
http://www.runwaybandits.com/
http://www.acrossthebloodyuniverse.com/
http://bonitochico.livejournal.com/
http://catwalkclose.livejournal.com/
thanks kerine for de links! they are GOOD distractions.!
What’s de feeling of guilt .
I’m afraid tt I might even forget that feeling after some time later .
I need a change .
In fact I will be making some changes in my career, social circle and personal life .
Who says great stuff r not achieved with great pain?
I’m letting it go ;
I’m
Gonna stop having silly thoughts . End of it.
But I don know why my heart is starting to ache .
I’m treating here like a Twitter? Lol gosh I nvr had one n I nvr tot of having one lol but I guess maybe I need one, to vent my emotions on. (mayb it’s nt a bad thing afterall) but till nw I havenot muchideaonhowitworks.
I feel that things have changed, they aren’t wat I think they r now.
I’m curious yet I don wsnt to know de truth. Ironic isn’t it so I ve decided nt to find out but to move on.
I’m gonna do what I have planned to do. Not gg to chk out this time round, I’m gg to put on braces n do my Hep b jab .
You got to move it, move it. Haha Things won’t change when u do nth about them n since u don wan to do anything abt it yet, u have to put ur energy on other serious stuff. Xxxo.
woot its good to be back to blogging! 🙂
its beeen a long timeee haha i miss blogging!
i have a lot to say but suddenly i forgot what im gg to say! haha im still mugging for my last paper, freedom will be back on thursday! YES. hahahaaa. OH YEAH.
yup, till then. back to mugging :))
I never believe that till I experienced it myself. So keep your mouth n heart n mind shut is de best policy.
Haha . But if u r a person who can take critism all de time you don have to .
Life has been really notes n notes after work notes after dinner notes after running notes . Well maybe u don believe because I can’t believe that myself too .
Haha but seriously i gt no time to waste as I’m working so half of de day is gone.
Yst i saw my ex coursemate n I still rem him as de cutest guy in my cohore. Hsha! Hmm but he reminds me of us growing old that’s quite sad,.
Lol I can’t believe I’m turning 22 this yr! Man!
Hmm honestly speaking I don know wat they have said about me thought about me. I’m concerned because I considered them as gd friends. But now, thinking back y shld I care when they don really care abt my feelings in de 1st place.
If u wanna find out de real reason u can come straight to me right?
Ive been Mugging fr a month, not even a word of concern?
Lol . Maybe I shld chn my perspective, mayb they r jus gd weathered frens?
Wshahs I suddenly feel like a fool .
That’s quite sad .
:>
i like this song, especially the beginning melody of the song and the lyrics is superb.
and the voices are great too, basically i catch myself listening to this song at least once a day once every other day. lol!
Do you remember the nights
We’d stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love
When the lights go out
We’ll be safe and sound
We’ll take control of the world
Like it’s all we have to hold on to
And we’ll be a dream
Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love
When the lights go out
We’ll be safe and sound
We’ll take control of the world
Like it’s all we have to hold on to
And we’ll be a dream
i feel that this song relates to what ive been through. haha. and yea, i remember those times where we would stay up laughing at anything-not-funny, and dreaming of becoming big after we graduate.
We’ll take control of the world
Like it’s all we have to hold on to
And we’ll be a dream
(i like this part too!)
haha. hmm actually i have some thoughts after watching alice in the wonderland; that is to live bravely like we were in a dream. remember alice was not afraid of that stupid monster?
that was because she thought it was just a dream and she was gg to be alright. why cant we just treat reality as a dream? so that we can be brave to do the impossible thing.
well, maybe you would find out that its not impossible afterall. Alice killed de dragon in the end, when she thought she couldnt have done that in de beginning!
haha! yea, maybe im naive. but thats not a bad thing i guess lol!!
Dare to dream. well.
do you?
maybe we will be more brave if reality were a dream .
Woo! Just caught de movie!
De white queen is so funny! N de red queen is so dumb! Lol I think de movie is nice ! I wonder will I b as brave as Alice m m m. Lol. I’ll probably ran away for my life.
De white q looks like she’s Been poisoned wahaha her black lips lol! N her expressions n behaviors r damn funny! St says I was de only person who laughed in de theatre when de scene showed de white q . Lol
Sometimes if u think life is like a dream; I guess you will be braver than before. Because you got nth to lose in de 1st place.
life is like a dream .
little v o i c e 
