starting afresh

might not be an easy thing to do , but that’s the only way out .

we need to be trained to learn .

price-tag on.

life is like a rollercoaster ride , you have to pay to ride. “

by Geoffrey Schmitt.

i always think that life is like a rollercoaster ride, so i googled it and above was what i found. lol. that sentence is so true! everything has a price.

i feel so energetic NOW.!! ARG its so difficult to sleep. I have so much things on my head; im going to pack my old clothes, gonna think about what i shld do with them. its either to re-wear it or re-sew it into something new. It excites me when i think of re-sewing it wahhaha. lets see what i can do with them! x)

oh ya i went to research on many of de online shops, i realised that de MODELS do make de difference, they make de clothes ALIVE. some models are so pretty that i was so tempted to buy all de dresses!

1st of all, i need to slim down. next i need to get a new dye and haircut. 3rdly, i need a pair of heels. HAHA. 🙂 ok maybe slimming down shld put at the last. LOL.

woohoo hope tml i can successfully finish my 6 rds. hahha. im gonna exercise!!!

oh ya, on a side note,

Despicable me is DESPICABLY NICE. 😉

heee

once its gone, you can never get it back .

: )

this always reminds me of myself getting half-drunk. HAHA.

i wanna get d runk s o me day . ahha.

i reckon

it will be a good year.

i jus had a fight with my father; and in my head was ‘jus don care about him!” yes. im not in wrong. He is in wrong and he jus don admit it. Im softhearted, yes i am. So im gg to find ways to strengthen my heart muscles. you can say im stubborn, but if you think carefuly, if we don change, he wont change!!!

im not gg to blog abt him, because the next time, i promise i wont be so bothered by all these crap.

i still rem de times when i cried because of my father’s scoldings. as time passed by, i teared. and now, there isnt any tears anymore. issit because im numb to all these?

i hope i am. can i be a cyborg?  in this way, i don have to feel a single little thing.

maybe in this blog, you will find more emo entries than the happier ones, because my life is just like this. my SHIT LIFE. and im seriously sick of it. FCUK IT.