everyone needs to grow up

anyway its not the 1st time i will get backstabbed so i guess theres nth to worry about. BUT STILL, i don know what she will do to me since my boss seems to like her so much. (definitely more than me and my colleagues)

sometimes i wonder y do ppl have endless problems. now i realised that the problem lies with the people itself. how things change depends on how you react to it. so what i can do now is to take up de challenge and see how it goes. i cant admit defeat before i even see that girl right?

on a lighter note, i don even know that people do miss me until recently. lol. i mean those ppl whom i tot they wont. i really appreciate it!! to miss a person who din even have time for them. but i promise i will really try my best.

sometimes feelings can be complicated.

maybe its a mistake?

well we are human afterall.

Mixtape

You know wat , I kinda miss someone . It’s a werid feeling .

Aw

I’m treating here like a Twitter? Lol gosh I nvr had one n I nvr tot of having one lol but I guess maybe I need one, to vent my emotions on. (mayb it’s nt a bad thing afterall) but till nw I havenot muchideaonhowitworks.

I feel that things have changed, they aren’t wat I think they r now.

I’m curious yet I don wsnt to know de truth. Ironic isn’t it so I ve decided nt to find out but to move on.

I’m gonna do what I have planned to do. Not gg to chk out this time round, I’m gg to put on braces n do my Hep b jab .

You got to move it, move it. Haha Things won’t change when u do nth about them n since u don wan to do anything abt it yet, u have to put ur energy on other serious stuff. Xxxo.

lets slide away

we’ll find a way

Its nvr coming back, once its gone

Hmm sometimes I wish tt I can be more carefree but things r nt easy .

Once friends drifted apart, r they nt coming back？ no?

It takes 2 hands to clap n frankly speaking i’m lethargic alrd. I can’t b bothered with those nonsense anymore. Life is short, cherish it .

not working?

De doctor said my valves might not be working normally n told me to go fr a check up when I visited her wks before. But she said it’s nt life threatening it’s just tt I can’t do strenous exercise anymore.

Frm then, I have been listening to my heartbeat, hoping it won’t stop when I flare up lol it sounds scary to me.

I’ve been studying diligently n have completed 10chps leaving 6 chps to go! Arg i’m nervous. On one hand I hope I din stress my heart too much, on another I hope I can complete my syallabus.

Lol I nvr know hw much strength I have until today. Surviving all this on my own is nt easy bt I made it!

Sometimes I jus hope tt someone can b there. Well, it’s better to depend on myself ya? Lol I feel really shagged.

Tml still hav to work my god .

It’s gloomy . It’s gonna b gloomy .

its good to be back

 

woot its good to be back to blogging! 🙂

its beeen a long timeee haha i miss blogging!

i have a lot to say but suddenly i forgot what im gg to say! haha im still mugging for my last paper, freedom will be back on thursday! YES. hahahaaa. OH YEAH.

yup, till then. back to mugging :))