I had my haircut

And now I’m trying to build up my stamina for more changes hahah.

starting afresh

might not be an easy thing to do , but that’s the only way out .

we need to be trained to learn .

price-tag on.

life is like a rollercoaster ride , you have to pay to ride. “

by Geoffrey Schmitt.

i always think that life is like a rollercoaster ride, so i googled it and above was what i found. lol. that sentence is so true! everything has a price.

i feel so energetic NOW.!! ARG its so difficult to sleep. I have so much things on my head; im going to pack my old clothes, gonna think about what i shld do with them. its either to re-wear it or re-sew it into something new. It excites me when i think of re-sewing it wahhaha. lets see what i can do with them! x)

oh ya i went to research on many of de online shops, i realised that de MODELS do make de difference, they make de clothes ALIVE. some models are so pretty that i was so tempted to buy all de dresses!

1st of all, i need to slim down. next i need to get a new dye and haircut. 3rdly, i need a pair of heels. HAHA. 🙂 ok maybe slimming down shld put at the last. LOL.

woohoo hope tml i can successfully finish my 6 rds. hahha. im gonna exercise!!!

oh ya, on a side note,

Despicable me is DESPICABLY NICE. 😉

Fatigue

Not been feeling well these days , mainly due to stress and some emotional upswings .

I wonder how he thinks .

There r so many qns in my head , but do I even hav de right to ask in de first place?

I’m struggling … Well maybe letting go of everything is de only choice.

heee

i have given u p .

thinking. and feeling .

 

i wanna indulge in SHOPPING!

I have some nice online shopping webs to share!

http://www.runwaybandits.com/
http://www.acrossthebloodyuniverse.com/
http://bonitochico.livejournal.com/
http://catwalkclose.livejournal.com/

thanks kerine for de links! they are GOOD distractions.!

You know its hard to say

What’s de feeling of guilt .
I’m afraid tt I might even forget that feeling after some time later .

I need a change .
In fact I will be making some changes in my career, social circle and personal life .

Who says great stuff r not achieved with great pain?

Letting go

I’m letting it go ;

I’m
Gonna stop having silly thoughts . End of it.

But I don know why my heart is starting to ache .

once its gone, you can never get it back .

everyone needs to grow up

anyway its not the 1st time i will get backstabbed so i guess theres nth to worry about. BUT STILL, i don know what she will do to me since my boss seems to like her so much. (definitely more than me and my colleagues)

sometimes i wonder y do ppl have endless problems. now i realised that the problem lies with the people itself. how things change depends on how you react to it. so what i can do now is to take up de challenge and see how it goes. i cant admit defeat before i even see that girl right?

on a lighter note, i don even know that people do miss me until recently. lol. i mean those ppl whom i tot they wont. i really appreciate it!! to miss a person who din even have time for them. but i promise i will really try my best.

sometimes feelings can be complicated.

maybe its a mistake?

well we are human afterall.